(Intro)
Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide,
No escape from reality (Verse 1)
I got banned from YouTube
For d**h Wish
While n***az flooded the airwaves
With fake sh** Like facades their flow
mirage and makeshift Trying hard to sabotage
My spaceship A shooting star
I'm shooting hard
For greatness Underdogged and overlooked
In most cases Still I hit a grand slam
Covered all the bases
Still you motherf**as overlook me
For the basic From tragedy to triumph
No victory for victims
No struggle then no muscle
No pity for a quitter You n***az though
I'm really quitting
How the f** you figure? This is a new beginning
From an old ending This ain't the 4th quarter
Nor the 9th inning For this street reporter
This is the Hall of Horrors Only my own rendition
The Sum of All Fears, b**h
Deluxe Edition I got you rappers wishing... (Hook)
Sometimes wish I've never been born
Sometimes wish I've never been born
Sometimes wish I've never been born
Sometimes wish I've never been born
At all.... (Verse 2)
Our father
Our bother
Our problem
In a game of Russian Roulette
I'm the Gold Revolver The King of Sorrow
Enough Tears to lend tomorrow Life s**s, my n***a
Your momma should've swallowed From your father's wood
Life isn't good Can't explain anything
It's all misunderstood The United States
Trying to be GOD
f**ed up and burnt Korans
Now we in Jihad Then you go to church
Then they try to make you think
GOD is gonna open up the sky
And intervene If you really read the book
Then you know the plan Man will destroy himself
By his own hand As the end gets nearer
My visions clearer This ain't your average album
I'm not your average n***a The world is getting sicker
So many people dying
Because we all gave up
Your kids are sick of trying (Hook x1) (Vamp)
I wish (Every hater in the world would just die)
I wish (All my enemies commit suicide)
I wish (Instead of being born, I wish I would've died)
I wish (I didn't have to go to hell and then fry) (Hook to end)