{haunting hums}
{verse}
Back from the dead like a legend heading to the future
Just a kid with a dream no Martian Luther
Momma telling me don't forget where you started
You got something to prove don't let em make you cold hearted
I made some money, but not enough to support
Feeling like Jordan at 6 when he discovered the court
I wanna complain but thats unreliable source
Like the immovable object meets the unstoppable force
And thats me...
You better get used to it
Crazy everyone saw my potential before I knew it
Teachers telling me you better not stop music
Cause you have a gift with something to say don't be stupid
Every girl would tell me how she loved me so I could mess it up
Couple girls I'll never see again go and fill up my cup
Cause she don't got married or pregnant guess I ain't give enough...
And I'm soaked in regret can smell it on my clone
Surrounded by so many people, but I still feel alone
Misunderstood in a world it seems you have it all
Still a baby in this thing I ain't even learned to crawl
They telling me I'm next just trying not to let em down
Except my father if you see me now I just hope you proud
Now days they catch me with my hat down
Cause I'd rather you hear my pain then see it.. just where I'm at now
I'm trying to be at two places at once just to make em happy
Making up lies to the ones I love I know that their mad at me
Cause their living thru me trying to find that happiness
Just pray God can bring me back like he did Lazarus
I want to give up, but I know its not worth it
But its okay cause thru his eyes I'm seen as perfect
But under the surface...
Lord...
What do they want from me?..
Its like they want me to be anybody else...
Except for me...
{haunting hums}