Waking up every morning still with the same ambition
Staying true to my n***as and tru to my religion
Going to the top is not me just talking bout wishes
It's what ima do matter of making decisions
Thinking bout all of the years and the hard times
Seen my mama dead broke and fear up in her eyes
All the pain and all the struggle opens up my mind
It's time for me to make some choice and get on my grind
But even after that life just still goes on
It's like a game a chess n***a and you just a pawn
Same people, different day it goes on an on
A lot of people dream from night until the break of dawn
Except for me I dream but just twice as long
Feels like I'm in a place stuck where I just don't belong
I could find the simple path or maybe I'm just wrong
Wanting to go away badly it can all be gone
Growing up all my life I am a disappointment
To all the people in my life who just as important
I kept on walking, kept on talking, and I kept ignoring
I couldn't show all the emotions inside I was storing
Devil on my shoulder talking to me tryna take me with him
I'm tryna fill up all the blanks and make the right decisons
Communication getting hard when people just won't listen
Until your dead or on the news or you just come up missin
M.i.a growing up next to a bunch of Haitians
All you hear is all the yelling and the complication
That's the life I used to live I'm not just talking racist
Most wanna be successful none really just have the patience
All these n***as start as wanna bees but if you never wanna be then n***a you might never be
All the haters i will have will soon just try to stop me
Out here in SPM , Spanish girls calling me papi
I got to get it , got to get it to the end
I'm on my real sh** while all yall n***as play pretend
Making those promises I know I might just have to bend
Keeping my circle tight , don't have to worry bout fake friends word up
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