Half-sleep, staring at an impending fatal widow
the mask of my downfall shining in this night of ordinary quiet.
Choose: chained to insecurity, forsaken by purity
another game of jealousy we won't get rid of
Invisible glue quick-setting hopes, temper, resolution.
Cornered by a puzzle-shaped situation no move could float to the top.
Entering an era of psychotropics, sadness, asocialism
then violence echoing like a whale goin' adrift to its d**h.
Choose: greet this phase of slavery, sink into a rien-ne-va-plus of empathy
weak human psychology every sentence a stab.
Abuse me, slander my dignity,
give me scars, humiliations, more piss to swallow,
slice through the flesh, let blood spatter until I faint
divulge my defects then burst into laughter,
trample on the thin shore I still dare to call "life"...
have fun as long as it comes my turn.
Me and her lost to nowhere
Pinching the psyche, a paranoid brain folder