Skit 1
...
I gotta find another meaning...
Existing...
Existing..
How I get in this condition?
Nobody caring if I'm living
Nobody hearing when I'm screaming
Existing...
How I get in this condition?
Nobody caring if I'm living
Chorus 1:
Existing...
How I get in this condition?
Nobody caring if I'm living
Nobody hear me when I'm screaming
I gotta find another meaning
I gotta find another meaning... now
Existing
Verse 1:
Never am I satisfied
Double up that platter size
Ever cop my girl a ring, she know that thing be saturn sized
Vision not for fragile eyes
My vision not for fragile eyes
Full package, I just wish the sh** could have arrived
A lil' quicker
For my liver filled with liquor
And my flame had run its course
There's no more wicker for my flicker
Guess I'm out that family picture
Momma caught me selling dope
Sat me down, we had a talk
A lot of me she'll never know
Grandma got that cancer now
Used to write me letters
Send me money in my cards, I only felt the need to answer now?
Sorry that I ain't around
Know that you gon' make it through
Hoping, know I pray for you, don't know who I'm praying to
Shout out to my baby boo, yes I know away I moved
That's physically, not mentally
I'm trying not to stray from you
And trying to stay faithful's proving harder than it's ever been
b**hes always target those who settled in
I swear to God, but settle down
Know you my forever
Wow
So many believed in me I feel like I just let them down
Double up these efforts
Why they getting all my credit now?
f** it, they don't get it, I'ma wet them, I'ma let it (gunshot noise)
f** it, I'll go back to making sh**ty sounding basement tracks
When ain't nobody played my sh** except for me
Play it back, play it back, and play it back
Think of ways to make it crack
Turn my back to criticism
Maybe I should face the facts
It's crazy that, I went from selling Z's to moving P's and sh**
(huh)
Losing K's to those I thought were proven G's and sh**
(ahhhh) damn Coy, you a genius kid
(huh)
All I need my crew and me that's it
Chorus 2:
Existing...
How I get in this condition?
Nobody caring if I'm living
Nobody hearing if I'm screaming
Existing..
I gotta find another meaning
I gotta find another meaning..now
Existing...
How I get in this condition?
Nobody caring if I'm living
Nobody hear me when I'm screaming
Outro:
Eyes...
Those blue days
Those yellow rays
They'll never fade...
Her green eyes
Those blue rays
Those yellow rays
They'll never fade...
They'll never fade
Existing