Hold my hands above my head. I wait for you to ruin me. Caressed by warmth. It tastes so sweet. It takes sleep. Can you say to me that you like it this way? You can't take it back You can never understand it. "You disgust me." You can never take that back. I let it go on this way too long. Kept my sights on what could be. I'll do it again. And she'll take it. I lose and it starts over again