[Verse 1]
Time & time again I just think 'bout you, I could never stop
Day & night, every single day, feel it overlay never go away
Thinking ‘bout some sh** I hope you say, hoping on some sh** I know you'll never do
Can't remember to send a text but how the f** I'm gon' forget you?
And how the f** I'm gon' let you go while I need you need?
Thought you knew how we do tried to keep it simple easy do
Spent a couple days in ya city—different when not with you
Chillen in SoHo hit that burger spot with you
Think of what we got into, think of where we going now
Wish I coulda slowed it, wish that I could hold you now
But you don't wanna know that now, prolly' go and shoot that down
Look at me like, "who that clown?" wonder how you do that now
[Chorus 1]
Why when you look me in the eyes can you say another lie?
Like you care 'bout me tomorrow and today
Between tomorrow and today I'll have yet to see your face for like
Two f**ing months, what you want you me to say?
Besides why when you look me in the eyes can you say another lie?
Like you care 'bout me tomorrow and today
Between tomorrow and today I'll have yet to see your face for like
Three f**ing months, what you want me to say?
[Verse 2]
And this is what my heartbreak sounds like
You see the kick's what my heart tends to pound like
Sounds like when you left I lost my right mind
You see a chick without heart is like the nighttime
It's real depressing when you're walking down that street, drunk
Start regressing no I'm not the one that she loves
Pull out my phone to call a taxi, hope it's quick enough
The things I'd do just to have you come and pick me up
I put pieces of your letter inside every of single blunt I smoke
Try to burn it away but it gets me higher I don't f**ing know
If I could explain this deep depression but i have to do it
Think I'm 'bout to lose it tryna find the words and write the music
You say you broke it off because you had the right to do it?
Think of what you're saying—that's so cold, so stupid
What happened to that apartment with the fire escape?
You went against what you said it's like you lied to my face
I cried everyday feeling like you hiding away
Slowly I fade, that bright August sky turns grey
Before I knew it I was nothing but a memory of yours
Went broke buying all that you were selling me before so…
[Chorus 2]
Why when you look me in the eyes can you say another lie?
Like you care 'bout me tomorrow and today
Between tomorrow and today I'll have yet to see your face for like
Four f**ing months, what you want you me to say?
You and I, we were something you should never throw away
Don't know why I'm enclosed by all this sorrow and this pain
Between tomorrow and today I don't think I'm gonna wait
You'll ask how Connor's doing, he was k**ed the other day