The panic starts rushing through my veins
Struggling to feel free for once
Pull out my heartstrings and tie me down
She still breathes from my lungs
Blackout, or am I blind?
Another sleepless night
I won't let go
Collapsing into a new dark void
Without any sense of control
Every night, running towards the red lights
In hope of finding home again
Blackout, or am I blind?
Another sleepless night
We've lost all hope
If this night never comes to an end
And if everything I gave up meant nothing at all
k** all the lights in this town, because I'm not waking up
And silhouettes are dancing side by side in this mirrored room
Even though I'm a million miles away from the curse that carries your name
I will never be free
You're an echo in every breath
Enslaved by structures built in your name
And every pale memory is engraved within me
And so I start running against the wall
With d**h as my finish line
I could scream your name a thousand times
In the middle of the night, and it wouldn't change a single thing
Yet I'm still waiting for this spark to ignite
And I'm nothing, until you say I am not
And I'm nothing, until you say I am not
And I'm nothing, until you say I am not
Without hope, there is no me
Without love, there is no us