[Before - Verse 1]
I take a look at my childhood and wonder where it went
I'm on the front lines of this younger age experiment
I still remember when I entered with a letter
From the Church of Jesus Christ that stated where this infant Elder's sent
It said, “Elder, you're called to serve
Go share the joy that you have that we all deserve
You'll leave your home and pack your bags, say your goodbyes to Mom and Dad
Because it's time to teach the plan until they all have heard.”
Until they have joy and they know why
Until they have joy because they know Christ
And I'm preparing and I'm counting down the days until I'm leaving
Man it's crazy how quickly the time can go by
I'm saying goodbyes to my close friends
When we next meet, I don't know when
I've been living with guidance - holding onto my parents like a rope
But it's looking like this is where the rope ends
From here it's - “Do good.” That's all
“We knew that you would stand tall.”
I've had my hands around my family but I'm leaving so now I feel
The pain of being alone as my hands fall
I won't get paid, but it's the toughest job
Man I can't wait to share my love of God
I'll be bold with my song till the top of the hills sing
And hold to the rod so I don't drop with the building
I'm not going to sit down - till every person in my sight has heard
That He lives now - and is still king
There's a big “How?” - But I will witness even if
My bones are ripped out - if it k**s me
[PreChorus]
Send me now - with cheer I go
In Christ, there's no fear I know
Goodbye to the 18 years I've known
Watch out world, here I go
[Chorus 1]
I believe
And I will defeat
For the people with me
I'll get on my feet
[After - Verse 2]
It's been 2 years, it's been 2 years
I've taught a few people and conquered a few fears
And I've seen miracles - yes I've seen miracles
Oh I've seen miracles...But man
Have you ever been hated or discriminated against?
Preached love and peace and received pain and offense?
Have you ever looked at the sky, like “it's raining again?”
But you walk those miles because they need the Savior of men?
See I gave up sleep so they could find rest
Shed tears so they could cry less
My family gave up 2 years of being together
So that other families could be joined together forever
And for He who paid the ransom -
I gave up first world life to help others find their heavenly mansion
And though we taught what Christ said we should and should not be
Still some people simply could not, or would not see
They didn't get why salvation is a big deal at all
Or how Christ saves us from an actual fall
They don't see we're heirs of promise born to raise with the dawn
And we're more than just smart monkeys that were made from a bomb
BUT
On occasions, there was an amazing
Person who was searching for the voice we were raising
And they made our trials seem like minor pains
When compared to our smiles as their lives were changed
And….wow…..now it's over
Although when I think about it it isn't over
This is just the start, and this part is better
My name tag's written on my heart forever
So here I pledge to light a spark in this people
To raise a loud voice against darkness and evil
And to shine light glowing with the splendor of youth
As a soldier of Christ - a Defender of Truth
[PreChorus]
So send me now - with cheer I go
In Christ, there's no fear I know
Goodbye to the best 2 years I've known
Watch out world, here I go
[Chorus 2]
Now I know
The painful road
I've learned to love
When life gets tough
[Chorus 1 & 2 (Before and After) Combined]
I believe
Now I know
And I will defeat
The painful road
For the people with me
I've learned to love
I'll get on my feet
When life gets tough