[Verse 1]
I show love and hatred's all I receive
I retaliate with hate and I'm labeled the enemy
Friends turned frenemies interweaved with disbelief
That a friendship will cultivate by the end of this beef
I start to cry when i think of old memories
So many good times with my homies
That i wish i could rewind now time's moving's slowly
I'm sick of being lonely, i don't hold relationship's closely
If only i had a best friend, it'd be holy
But i'd rather have none than a bunch of em that's phony
If you still call me Joey, odds are, we don't talk much
U did me wrong but i ain't the type to hold long grudge..
I'm still stuck inside my shell like walnut
Shooting for the stars but i never chased stardom
If I wronged you in the past, I'm sorry
I suffer inside and that's the worst thing for me
[Hook]
Based til the d**h of me
These fakes keep testing me
They don't wanna let me breathe
Praying that i rest in peace
Jakes tryna mess with me
It's pain in my veins and it aches from my head to feet
Every day's blessing, g
[Verse 2]
When you see a snake in the gra**, you should cut it
I made so many mistakes in the past, I'm like fu*k IT
Always got A's in my cla** but I ain't finna pa**
Cause every day a youngin stayed in some trouble
Please don't share my problems with the public
Social media is devious, I'll never ever trust it
Put my life in the songs, tryna right all my wrongs
But I'll die in the long run, So why am I on one?
I don't know, I'm on feelings today
You've got feelings too, but you just conceal them away
Deep inside of ya heart but everything on ya mind
Has to depart from your body somehow, someway
Every action has a reaction would you rather be
Responding reactive or proactively? hopefully the latter
Searching for some balance but I'm tipping off this ladder
And everything that matters to me is making me madder
[Hook]
Based til the d**h of me
These fakes keep testing me
They don't wanna let me breathe
Praying that i rest in peace
Jakes tryna mess with me
It's pain in my veins and it aches from my head to feet
Every day's blessing, g