[Verse 1: Di Lucid]
Don't question my madness
My
Anger functions as an atlas
I'm guided by the thought of living past this plight
Never thought i'd be the last one left
Never thought i'd ever feel so right
I've been caught up in her grip so tight
Living similar to Koston I'm rolling all night
Off all types
And I'm anxious to vanquish this fright I've been living in
I'm just trynna get my conscious back
Time ticks as the walls fall
Really not happy at all
Even though I have it all
Said I'm really not happy at all
Even though I have it all
Put my thoughts in a box with my loss
My vanitys gon' let me fall
[Bridge: Di Lucid]
We been living like ghosts for the most of our days
Hoping that it pays off
Only further to induce a common d**h
Due to what our brain sought
(x4)
We been living like...
GHOSTS
[Verse 2: Di Lucid]
I visit days where i've been worse
And I cannot explain that feeling
Reminiscing of how all the pain brings ceilings
I'm sick of reminiscing lets contain those feelings
And climb
Leave behind all of the time
Leave behind all of our minds
We're probably better insane
This much is what i've come to find
I cannot close these doors
I cannot clear the fog
I cannot hope for more
All I do is hope I fall
I cannot expose my hate
But notice that I know i'm wrong
And I know I control my fate
So dont attempt to bless my cause
[Verse 3: Di Lucid]
Stallin'
Fallin'
Sitting, waiting, wishing
I'm Jack Johnson
Call it
Ready to repeat all of my actions
I'm living through my songs
Don't you pause it
I'm able to keep a pulse until mornin'
I won't stop
Until my motherf**ing heart stops
Imma keep on pushing to make jaws drop
Imma keep on pushing to evolve
Swallow every single tendency to crawl
And proceed to leave my demons walking round burning crosses
sh**
Like Thank God Di Lucid done lost his sh**
Thank god hes useful when off the sh**s
If his music wasn't golden he'd be off the list
Does that shed some light for yall?
No
I'm too f**ed up lets just go home
I'm too trusted girl don't come close
I'm a battle by myself about to implode
Yeah
I cannot close these doors
I cannot clear the fog
I cannot hope for more
All I do is hope I fall
I cannot expose my hate
But notice that I know i'm wrong
And I know I control my fate
So don't attempt to bless my cause