Does it make me a liar if I hold back half the truth? Does it make me a coward if I hide from the trials of my youth? We're all searching for answers As we stare into the starlit sky tonight Which way is higher, the martyr or the beast And I feel like a monster when I reflect on my history And these subtle truths will hide Within the trees of a forest built on lies Am I really here? Seems that I've become a shadow of my fear And I can't find myself Well I might feel alone But my demons have my back, and they're twisting the knife
Under constant threat that I'll attack And the night is filled with masks To hide the faces of the lives they lack Am I really here? Seems that I've become a shadow of my fear And I can't find myself This skin deep cold we've grown Has antiquated our ideals and shown a generation Looking for somewhere to call home Inside we're all alone Inside we're all alone Am I really here? Seems that I've become a shadow of my fear And I can't find myself behind the night We're all lost and searching for the light