[Verse]
Dear God, it's been a while since we spoke last
Friends still ask if I think about my past
Friends still asking if i think about her
You wouldn't believe all the emotion that stirs
Nowadays everything seems so confusing
I don't know where I'm going with the decision in choosing
Makes me wonder about the plans you got for me
Will it be music or a college degree
God this music thing is what i love
It's something i really don't want to give up
But I feel the more i do it, the more i'm in danger
Because the guy in my mirror is looking like a stranger
I remember a few times when i felt you weren't there
When i'd go outside, look up and just stare
Pray a little, just hoping for an answer
Hoping that my words were more than just chatter
This whole thing started as a way to k** time
A way to get stress up off my mind
The more I did it, the more I became pa**ionate
Now I can't imagine my life without it
It's weird, Its seems like it's became a part of me
It's almost second nature when i get on a beat
But it seems everytime I get on that instrumental
I got people trying to attack my mental
Telling me I'll never make it, Telling me I'll never be good enough
Telling me I'll never be able to survive the cut
But yo, I'm pretty thankful for that
Because if it wasn't for hate, I wouldn't be half
Sitting, contemplating where I'll be in a year
Record labels on the phone wanting a deal
Dont know where I'll be but I know one thing
I'm going to make you proud my friend