So here we are agian,as the screaming begins
Im Closing my eyes as it all sinks right in
Im lost in my own world and i dont know what to do
Look im a little unstable here let me show you
The voices are raising my thoughts are fading my eyes are closing shut
Its gonna be a while till my awakinning but i really dont give a f**
Sinkin deeper into the blackness
Every single night my sleep is f**ing restless
Waking up in a cold sweat, catching my self griping
At your heart-shaped necklace
Maybe i should k** them all
Maybe i should k** my self
Maybe i should just hide in my room
Or Even go and seek some help
Cuz I got so many choices, but i dont know what to chose
I Might as well just flip a coin what the f** else do i got to lose
Dont know what the hell i gotta do
Man im so f**ing confused
This life is gonna drive me to drink
f** it wheres my bottle of booze
Taking shots in two
Trying to tame the demon that wants to meet each and every single one of you
You ask me why well heres the mother f**in proof
Cuz Hes filled with boredom, lisent to my voice hes itchin for freedom
Looking for the miracle that will one day release him
And i can't help but think that i should be in fear
I Never thought about it really i just lived with it for all the years
He was Trapped in my eyes, he was also trapped in my tears
He slipped out in my voice, but nobody could really hear
You say ur understand well come here my dear let me tell you something that will make it more clear
Have you ever been Trap out side in the freezing cold
With out a single place to f**ing go
Cause the wind piercing at my skin makes me give in
The journey that awaits while i walk up to the large gates, being blocked by crates
Maybe im a little to late, but some how i feel like you can relate
Some days i feel like the devil served my life to me on a silver plate
So here we are again,as the screaming begins
Im Closing my eyes as it all sinks right in
Im lost in my own world and i dont know what to do
I told you im a little unstable and im pretty sure i just showed you