[Verse 1:]
I remember that time, not very long ago
2011, I met a girl who melted my heart like Spring snow
The very first hello, I thought yo she's not another ho
Thought we could make it last, but she didn't know my past
Dating me meant you had to overcome my baggage
And that was the real challenge
I still remember her reaction the day she realized why I never had satisfaction
The fact is, I was depressed and lonely, broken and always ornery
I would pick fights with her over any little thing, like on our anniversary
One year together and all I did was yell at her
The girl I was in love with, I made her my adversary
That type of sh** will make her never want to marry me
On the contrary, she gave up on me, would rather see me buried
And I'll be honest, I thought about offing myself that very night
I'll never see the light, so I'll jump off the bridge out of sight
That was my plan until a friend talked me down and out of it
I guess now, all I can do is sit tight, right?
[Hook:]
Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed
That she was right here in my arms tonight
But here comes goodbye
[Verse 2:]
Every stupid little thing I did she would always forgive
Subliminally, that's probably why I pushed her every last bu*ton
It was difficult but I managed to keep her for almost two long years
I never thought that this relationship would end in my tears
Sure, it was my fear that the end could be near
But when she finally broke it off, I couldn't see clear
My friend invited me over and handed me a beer
My rap career then reappeared
I picked my pencil up and continued to vent on tape about a sh**ty year
But I never once considered myself insincere
Just a man who took your words in one ear and out the other
However allow me now to volunteer my dear to make it all crystal clear
I know what you want from me and what you wanna hear
I'll disappear like a phantom in the darkness
Provided that you stop calling me heartless, light a candle so I'm not alone in the blackness
I've got some skeletons in my closet, but I'm not the only one
Ashes ashes we all fall down like London bridge, this is goodbye
[Hook:]
But here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed
That she was right here in my arms tonight
But here comes goodbye