In the middle of the night I can do it just right
It seemed like a good idea at the time
And the morning light will sting and blind
With all the things that I've been running from
Remember how scary it was?
So I dive right in, but the current is swift
My arms won't swim and my legs won't kick
I start sinking, humiliation
I start sinking
Arrhythmic palpitations again
Then the walls come tumbling in
Remember how scary it was?
Don't let all the reasons why you're here
Become the same reasons why you don't stay
I promise you that I will take my time
I promise you that I won't waste your time