[Verse1:7Cree]
Now I been waiting to blow up for so long
I Know you hear my sh** ticking
Trynna get on so my children can have a better living
Cause where I'm at the women stripping right after diploma giving
Yellow tape, blood spilling, murder rate through the ceiling
They out here raping women, k**ing children
No f**s is given in the land of no religion, where men show women no feelings
This is where Satan's poetry is written, only time we winning
Is when we glorify the sinning, when we spitting no repenting
Just some n***as pretending to play the villain all for twitter mentions and attention
Where is the line drawn, if one still exists
It's hard to keep calm, when every time you look up there's somebody to miss
I'm from a hood where everybody like f** it
The manor is a maze you can't get up out of it
And who got shot last night is the only topic
And if you pay taxes you put money in a crooked cops pocket
But they love it when you be ballin' is ya only subject
I can see the rim but with the pen I wrote above it
Thou It's hard to discuss it
It leave me sick and disgusted
Man I think it's time I make it public
[Hook:7Cree]
Cause Man I love the chi but, I don't wanna die here
Head to the sky like Lord how we pose' to try here
Every night, every day I pray, I pray
That I can find a way to get up outta' here
But every time I open my eyes
I wonder why I'm still here
Do you ever wanna disappear
And as I'm sitting with my hands in my chest staring at the podium
Thinking bout' Mr. King and Malcolm X and all that we owe to them
We act like we don't know of them, As if they never existed
As if they were just an episode of life and we missed it
Well here I come airin' reruns from my lungs
But all you wanna do is hide behind the gun
Murder ya' gift behind every trigga' pulled
Now everybody gotta pack a strap in they backpack on they way to work and school
Cause in the Manor they k** you by the way you look
Here it's easier to find child in a open casket than a open book
Come an explore it be the last place you tour
Cause nothin' here is good homey nothin' here is pure
At least for not that long, until it meets the go
And it turns a innocent child into a lost soul
I'm just trynna escape this place before I meet my maker
Chicago I don't hate cha' I just pray that the Lord would change my neighbors
[Hook]
See it's living in this world
Then there's surviving in the Manor
Where n***as is a worst disease than cancer
Got me like Mr. West, a yo' Rahm you ain't got the answers
All ya' life you been well off and pampered
Now how these kids suppose to grow up in this war zone
I wake up to the “Dungeons and the Dragons” and I put my sword on
We get are mourn on from sun up until the sun gone
This place no longer feels like home
Soul less bodies and dry bones
House parties that end wit' a child gone
People murdered over Mikes and iPhones
See n***a, I don't wanna die here
But the Manor k** a bit of me in each and every tear
I'm losing energy, no longer wanna try here
No, I ain't scared to die the only thing that I fear
Is not finding away up outta' here
Before My soul is up outta' here
[Hook]
[Outro:7Cree]
Do you ever wanna disappear?
Do you ever wanna disappear?
Say do you ever wanna disappear?
Man I gotta go right now
Man I gotta go right now
Yeah I gotta go right now
I gotta go right now
Cause I don't wanna die here, die here
So naw' I can't stay here, can't stay here
Cause man I don't wanna die here, die here
So naw' I can't stay here, can't stay here
Man I gotta go right now
Yeah I gotta go right now
Yeah I gotta go right now
I gotta go right now
Cause it feels like, like everything's dying