Flashback from the night before
Was it the other day, I couldn't say
It's all coming in pieces
But before you know they just fade away
Goddamn! What did I hear, what'd I do?
Where did I go and how'd I get there?
I know... I'm too far gone
A deadbeat, a travesty
What's my strategy?
f** me, there's blood on my hands
That's nothing new but now they're shaking too
Everything's soaked in sweat
Here comes the "forgive and forget"
Who should I forgive? Forget that plan
I really don't give a damn
I just need my fix, I'm dying
Break out the bottle and stop crying
And the calm washes over
My soul drying my tears
Under the gra** and clover
A new sense of hope appears
Choking - breathing exhaust
Hard to keep an even keel
Shot - boiling mercury
It burns so bad yet I can't feel
Choking - breathing exhaust
Hard to keep an even keel
Sweating - boiling mercury
It burns so bad yet I can't feel
Walking - in a mine field
Tired of keeping my eyes peeled
Shot - to hell and fried
No heaven, evermore denied
And the calm washes over
My soul drying my tears
Under the gra** and clover
A new sense of hope appears