Now I must confess, I'm not the person you believe me to be
It's no surprise that I couldn't be what you wished I could have been
No one knows me. I am toxic. Sick
And while I'm here, I might as well come clean
Listen closely to what I really mean
These hands were never meant to save
The deepest darkest hole could never handle my past
f**
I'm not strong enough, to hold them back anymore
I'm not strong enough, to hold them back anymore
Trust in me and I will break you
Trust in me and I'll only hurt you
You can't handle what I am
I wish you didn't see, but my mask must be put down
Here's to my hopes and dreams
And while I'm here, I might as well come clean
Listen closely to what I really mean
These hands were never meant to save
The deepest darkest hole could never handle my past
Now I must confess, No one knows me. I am toxic
I am sick, sick, sick. I am toxic, I'm sick