[Verse 1]
Welcome to my crazy
You can call me crazy
Cuz crazy's what this life
And all these situations made me
Suffering through trials and tribulations
On the daily made it out in one piece
But mental scars they run deep
Went from being dead broke to never coming out of it
Stuck collecting all of your pride
And have to swallow it
Watching people committing crimes and getting away
While I'm tryna live my life by the book
And can't catch a break
Making mistakes tryna avoid making mistakes
But so used to it now I enjoy making mistakes
The life of a rebel dance twice with the devil
Can't fight with the devil so live your life as a devil
I swear the more you do good
The more they gonna sh** on you
But judge you once you go bad
Y'all can lick my gonads
Drinking on some more jack
Yeah this life is so sad
But you won't see me toe tagged
Yet
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[Verse 2]
And Ill tell you whats crazy
Being the glue that holds your family
But none of your family wanna be held up
They wanna be carried
First thing they do is have they hand out when you see em
But some reason you can't get a damn thing when you need em
And my mom stressing so f**ing much with this life
That it gave her diabetes breast cancer and hepatitis c
Plus arthritis in her right knee
I swear I'm living a script written by spike lee
In the early 90s
And I'm the only one that went to those appointments
Missing days of school just to get to those
Appointments
Operating on you I was right there in the room
And they got the nerve to twist up they face
Like y'all despise me
But pay attention to where you rolling your eyes
Cause sooner or later you'll see
All these friendships die
And once people finish using you for whatever
Don't even think of looking at me
And come running over to brother
Cuz you couldn't play me then
And you ain't gonna play me now
See I was kinda looney then
But I'm really crazy now
So if you ain't like me then
You gone surely hate me now
Taking shots of brandy and
Whiskey To calm me down
See I'm tryna get my life back
On the right track take a breath
I got these issues in my brain
And they ain't never left
I'm on edge and I'm afraid to take another step
I may just leap to see what happens next
See I spent 3 years with a b**h
That took my mind from me wind for me
I'm dummy yeah I got it all
But not at all thinking that I loved her
But I really was just blinded by the idea
Plus that a** ain't make it any easier
The whole time all I cared about
Was pleasing her anything to make her crack a smile
I'm talking even a little joke
On how her lips poke when I be teasing her
But she won't do the same thing so
Looks like I'll be leaving her
If I can have it back and do it over again
I would probably do it different
And we would've never been
I'll never do it again
Never will I repeat
Cuz I never would've fell off my feet b**h
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