well, they said it would come to
this: old. talent gone. fumbling for
the word
hearing the dark
footsteps, I turn
look behind me…
not yet, old dog…
soon enough
now
they sit talking about
me: “yes, it's happened, he's
finished… it's
sad…”
“he never had a great deal, did
he?”
“well, no, but now…”
now
they are celebrating my demise
in taverns I no longer
frequent.
now
I drink alone
at this malfunctioning
machine
as the shadows a**ume
shapes
I fight the slow
retreat
now
my once-promise
dwindling
dwindling
now
lighting more cigarettes
pouring new
drinks
it has been a beautiful
fight
still
is