1st Verse
If I tell you how I feel would u really believe me
A bitter sweet life and nothin comes so easy
Live in a greedy world, dishonest, displeasing
Can you feel my pain, my heart is bleeding!
Tearing, from all of the heartaches
Hardships, hard times, how much can a heart take
We all seem 2 love everything that we can't have
If we can't have it then its probably real bad
We convinced its good and remain horribly sad
It seems so close yet impossible 2 grab
The obstacles we pa** or we leave in the past
Move drastically fast unsure of how to react
Cryin inside, on the outside we laugh
Afraid of who we are so we hid behind masks
Never satisfied, always askin for change
Am I losin my mind, or do you feel the same?
2nd Verse
I love this life too much 2 ever watch her go
She askin me 2 leave, I stay tellin her no!
Im askin for one more, chance 2 work it out
Promise 2 do good, no more times of doubt
I'll never cheat or lie, thats not what Im about
Jus wanna be comfortable, get mama a house
We all need 2 eat, so I turn 2 the streets
Stressin from losin sleep, Im in 2 deep!
In seek of relief, nothin is how it seems
Is this my reality? Do I live in a dream
Or a nightmare, nothing is really clear
Every morning I wake 2 see that she's still here
I know that she still cares but we both stay in fear
Broken in many ways in desperate need of repair
Do I continue 2 fight for life in this confusion
Blinded by light in my plight is this an illusion?