[Verse 1: King]
Rhymes are polarized, by the soul inside, all the hope in my mind
It's bound to coincide, with the moments time, I was notified I
Won't reach my goal, got no drive
Can't reach my job, got no ride
Got an aching pain, when I played this game and they told me there was no prize
Now usually I try harder
That was taught to me by my father
They put me down I glide farther
But I can only take so much so I falter
Apologize to mom I can't fault her, she saw my fate, I can't alter it
Made my mistakes, I can't pause to fix
Crazy how my hunger still caused some sh**
Met some angels, they said relax
But if I went to heaven would they send me back
I kick my habits and then relapse
No holy water can't cleanse me that
I lied to mom
I lied to dad
I should just forget, can't revise the past
Just let it die, can't revive the past
I was always ridiculed, by my cla**
Back in middle school
They would beat me properly
My dad the only one that ain't proceed to knock me
6 years later now I'm wishing that he would
Like f** you man, you told me I would be somebody
All he did was try to push me
To sh** on everyone who ever tried to overlook me
All the heat around me, ain't expect to overcook me
I'm burnt out
Now I know he meant that I decide the way this turns out
No more complaints, no holding back, no more restraint
Won't slave to fate, I was made to hate, won't be forced in chains
Now I feel the rush, now I won't be touched, man, of course sh** changed
I don't need no crutch, and ill paint the picture til the portraits plain
King, And I cope with my thoughts of abandonment
Cuz the spite had become a contaminant
So I just push til my heart is inanimate
Manage the damage implanted examine it
Brandish, a new look on life
Cuz without you I'd still be confused on what's right
With this music I write, disregarding that
Without you I'd be human, now I'm more than that
[Hook] x2
Break me down
You could break me down
I'm still feeling strong
Break my heart
I don't need your a**
I'll just be alone
[Verse 2: TJ]
Strength is polarized
By the soul inside
When you open your eyes
When i took the time out
To spend with you and
You really fed me your lies
And your truest colors were fading out
I guess our love was all dye
And you tried to tell me
We'd never work
But you left me scarred
And il forever hurt
Girl 2 years spent
And you rather
Be friends
Na ill be fine
I can talk to the pen
I dont need you now
b**h i needed you then
Wasn't sharing the love
You were feeling with him
I was reeling you in
When i kissed on your lips
But i knew in my mind
That there wasn't time
To see you again
So i wanted out
Gave you the
2 weeks advance
But you urged it now
Inviting the town
To be in your pants
So i was abandoned
But somehow i managed
730 days with you
All the dirty ways that you
Had me inside of your game
That typical loop that had me
Deciding if i shouldve co*ked it
And pulled at my brain
You pushed me to suicide
Never was you and i
Better look to my eyes
Hope that you do decide
To never scrutinize
All that ive compromised
Just for the two of us
Pushing the proof aside
Just for the sake of your stupid pride
All the mistakes and the crucial lies
Picked out our fates and the truth will die
Down in the base of the booth
And i hope that you humanize..
If you don't utilize all
That you feel inside
You will not immunize
You gotta stand up
And be alive
I was her pawn..
She broke me to pieces..
But time will move on
And change with the seasons
And i could go on
And ramble my reasons
But i rather conquer and
Make my conclusion
If your gonna loose her
Don't fear the seclusion
And if you're not super
Then just be a human
[Hook] x2