[Intro Verse: Chakkra Tara]
I fell into sorrow
When everything changed
Life took a turn on me
Wasn't the same
Looked at a couple friends differently
They wasn't meant for me
Man we all coulda ate
But that ain't meant to be
So that is dead to me
Can I tell you something
I am so blessed to be
Moving so graciously
Yall were awaiting me
Someone told me that I made it see
Wish my grandfather was here rip to the realest g
What do you see
When a kings at the top of the tree
I go by the name of chakkra
And this is a letter to me
I was on my knees inside of the chapel
The devil had my neck up under a grapple
Is seeing truly believing
Cause when I met you your soul was as pure as the garden of Eden
Then all of a sudden you changed up on me like the seasons
Why people leaving when ever you need em
What is it about you that make u mistreat em
Is it your past or lack of your freedom
Im comin for heights that you said I ain't reachin
God is still blessing me he is the reason
God always listens
His words I repeat em
Dont hate the people who never believed in the work you put in just to get to this piece and in 10 years ahead my children will be eating due To my decisions and how good I treat em
I dont chase people or feelings
I do my thing move along and eventually see them
And if you ain't speaken dont think that it hurts me
Cause your presence never leaven you gone follow me way way way up to the top and comment on everything that I have dropped
Nobody knows what it's like to be trapped
Moma told me I was bigger than rap on the phone at Tanner Homes I came alone I left my girl
For what I know I let my ways just take control I let they words become my soul
My black is gold my flesh is cold my auntie knows I hurt some people on this road
I never cared bout who you know who you think you will become
You see my son will live to know about the past and all we done to Get this close
You'll know never about this life and all we hold
Everything that was behind me Ill never let it define me
In time youll see who im tryn be
Pray up to everyone pa**ing away
Pray up to all of my brothas away
Pray up to all of my sistas away
Pray up to all of my angels I give thanks to you and my god everyday that I wake
Never a day I dont make a mistake
But how do you learn if you always the same
Take care of everything that has a name
Nothing is promised and ima be honest good company isnt a name
It is a way that we tend portray that regardless success doesnt come in a day
Its my depiction of being alone but still smiling even when the rains in the way
It is the seperation from the world we live in to the world I dream of every day
So many rips
So many apologizes
So many tears shed
So little I can see
She wrote a letter for me
She said you the best thing that happened to me
Love is the focus of how we all speak
But maybe thats just me
But maybe it's ok
For us to be afraid
For us to never know
For us to fall today
So much been happening
I almost took my own life away
Now we in good company
Living so humbly
Look up at all of the stars
It'll leave you wondering
About
Is this where, where I wanna be
Is this all they have for me
Is this all they have for me
I don't even know no more
If this what I wanna be
Is this what I wanna do
Is this what I wanna see
I don't even know no more
If we in Good Company
They told me I'm great you see
They told me I'm great you see
Sometimes I question things
Sometimes I question things