I really dont know why i acted like such a clown for
The subject matter of the song makes tears a down pour
But i had it coming i guess
This is what i get for acting like such a pest
How could i not know i took things too far
Why did i blow all my chances being a fool to spar
But i had it coming i guess
This is what i get for making such a mess
I really have stooped to an all time low this time
My actions are just as poor as my words, my bliss is blind
But i had it coming i guess
This is what i get for acting like such a pest
How could i render something so positive to negative
Oh i know, by acting so childish and only to my benefit
But i had it coming i guess
This is what i get for making such a mess
I really won't forget the way i acted like a baffoon
What i blew away was such a hot air balloon
But i had it coming i guess
This is what i get for acting like such a pest
How could i get so carried away with myself
I really think i do need help
These are the worse cards i have been dealt
But i had it coming i guess
This is what i get for making such a mess
I went so overboard i went over the lord
How could i risk everything i needed to afford
But i had it coming i guess
This is what i get for acting like such a pest
Again and again i fought a meaningless war
Wow i really misjudged such a peaceful chore
But i had it coming i guess
This is what i get for making such a mess
It's my fault emma. daddy was an irrational jerk
I caused the dilemma, i admit so the healing will begin to work
You bet daddy wants the best
My heart beats heavy in my chest
I was so stupid in how i treated your mom
All i had to do was behave and just learn how to get along
You bet daddy wants the best
My heart beats heavy in my chest
Day after day i retrace my steps, but i have to let go of regret
I have to get on with my life, but you will never be left
You bet daddy wants the best
My heart beats heavy in my chest
Dont forget daddy wouldn't ever just leave you
Your mom pushed me away and for that she can play the fool
You never got the chance to meet me
And thats the hardest part inside of me thats living