(Produced by Chad Savant)
[Hook: Chad Savant & Thom Khemet]
I been getting everything
That's owed to me yea
That's nothing
And I haven't been myself
Still not somebody else
It's obvious I'm nothing
But I'm sure that you can tell
I'm gone
I'm gone
I been getting everything
That's owed to me yea
That's nothing
And I haven't been myself
Still not somebody else
It's obvious I'm nothing
But I'm sure that you can tell
I'm gone
I'm gone
Motherf**er I'm gone
Motherf**er I'm gone
Motherf**er I'm gone
Motherf**er I'm gone
[Verse 1: Thom Khemet]
Ok don't know what I'm doing
Ok I know that I'm moving
Ok I know I can't lose it
Ok so f** your influence
King of dichotomy
I hate everything I love
I'm done
Trying to live happily
All I want is a masterpiece
I got loved ones they mad at me
They told me I have no juice
But I got this water this truth
Like Mick Jenkins
I'm thinking
Of drowning yall too
Don't you know I miss me
I've been living with this misery oh no
I was told not diminish
This life that I'm living
And not for a second
Let any depression
Convince me to question
My breath
No sweat
But still I question my existence
Too many details I'm missing
Too many retails I've worked in
Too many liars
Saying I'm worth it
Too many priors
I know I'm not perfect
But still
[Hook: Chad Savant & Thom Khemet]
I been getting everything
That's owed to me yea
That's nothing
And I haven't been myself
Still not somebody else
It's obvious I'm nothing
But I'm sure that you can tell
I'm gone
I'm gone
I been getting everything
That's owed to me yea
That's nothing
And I haven't been myself
Still not somebody else
It's obvious I'm nothing
But I'm sure that you can tell
I'm gone
I'm gone
Motherf**er I'm gone
Motherf**er I'm gone
Motherf**er I'm gone
Motherf**er I'm gone
[Verse 2:Chad Savant]
Tired of making sh** that nobody listen to
Like f** I gotta do
Just to get you to give me a view
I used to be confused
I mean I still kinda am
I used to have a short fuse
Life's a grenade that went off in my hand
I used to think I had nothing to lose
‘Till I found out I'm only a man
And all my pride was just a castle I built out of sand
I thought I was a rebel that was fighting the man
‘Till I found the world was sponsored
And the enemy owns the gun in my hand
Used to think that my life had a plan
And if I just stuck to the script
Didn't abandon ship
I'd get to see land
But if I keep playing my part
I know I'll just fall apart
Could never be
A worker bee
I'm too in love with the art
I think the d**h of me
Will surely be the hole in my heart
Thought it was all there
It turns out it's gone
Thought I was still here it turns out I'm gone
Yea it turns out I'm gone
It turns out I'm gone
[Verse 3: Thom Khemet]
I know you might love me like you say do oh no
But you know it's hard for me to think that's true oh no
I been balling on budget
Had 'em thinking I was fancy when I wasn't
I'm a hundred
I'm infinity
Lost in an endless sea
Gone when you needed me oh no
I wish I had no heart
So there's nothing to break
Only thing I got time for
Is my plan to be great
Sleeping for the weakest
I got bags all up onto my face
I'm gone
[Verse 4: Chad Savant]
Wake up
To get my cake up
Nah never that
I wake up
Put on a smile like make up
To cover that
I feel crap
Finality
Is your reality
I saw the world inside a chalice
Now I'm drowning in an endless sea
I'm gone f**ing gone
It's been so long since I enjoyed a song
It feels so wrong
It's been so long since I just got to be
I been so gone
It's been so long
This is the d**h of me
I been so gone
I been so gone
I been so gone
Been so gone