I been meditating should I go to war
My mind is saying yes, my heart is saying tour
So its safe say I'm torn, I don't wanna have to
Keep a peace to keep the peace
I'm Im lover I ain't thor
But Im a god at my core so a fighter none the less
Guess i'm trying run from the stress and responsibility
The world around me suffocating the kid in me
But don't you pity me, I'm pigging out at pita pit
Controversy's nothing I eat that sh**
Go in debt be in slave for a ride, you can keep that whip
If that means unsigned you can keep that sh**
I'm smarter than that, sh** it's like both of the carters are back
I'm rude a** f**, you ain't gotta pardon my act
Punches hit, you ain't got a guard for my rap
Oh sh**, this is what rich is?
An orgy in a foreign land, where they speak french and
I felt I needed safety when they told me to pick six
Like no one man should have all this power
But no one girl should take all this on
So now the water bill high ‘cause of all these showers
I've changed a little over time so i got no boundaries
That may be why I'm always across border
While your favorite local rapper still be trying make it happen
I'm double booked in your city i did that while i was napping
No really I was sleep there's no need for my acting
The email woke me up
And now I gotta choose so it chokes me up
Though my ego is big enough for two places at one time
I don't wanna choose just the floozies in one line
And leave the other ones hanging, used to treat em like a hanger
Park it inside then I jet see you later
That was when my favorite movie was how to be a player
Until I realized that bill bellamy s**ed
And the f**s I was holding weren't improving my luck