[Intro]
I sometime, actually mostly feel pain for some reason
I don't know if it's due to a lost of someone, or something like that but I just don't feel all that great (yeah, do you need help with that?)
Maybe, if I can just get my head straight and just get my head together
I could just be alright... well I think I could be alright
[Hook]
There's a pit full of doubts
I am in pain, I can't get rid of it
All I want is no more pain
Only I could just have no more pain
[Verse 1]
Everyday almost I go to the kitchen to take paink**ers
I just can't sleep without paink**ers really cause I just hate feelin' pain
I've been through it a lot lately in my life, I thought I would get used to it... but I guess I haven't... not yet anyway
I just can't think of any rhymes when I rap
No matter how much I listen to music to get inspiration
I still can't think of any good lines and rhymes
I've still yet to live most of my life
I'm 20, so I've not yet lived most of it... not even a lot of it
[Hook]
There's a pit full of doubts
I am in pain, I can't get rid of it
All I want is no more pain
Only I could just have no more pain
[Verse 2]
What can life offer me, I don't know
I've been findin' what life can offer me, nothing has worked out for me yet
I've been down and depressed
All I say is words I've said before in my raps, it's like a f**in' knife through my chest
I just need more rhymes to pop up in my mind as I'm writing it down
I'mma a clown, I know
I ain't gonna have a flow to show, cause people say I ain't got any
I have no flow in my music, I am startin' to think I ain't good at rap
Like anybody can't rap, I thought anyone can
I am startin' to beg the f**in' differ
I'm a f**in' crapper when it comes to bein' a f**in' bad boy rapper
I'mma fat boy shatter, shatter the gla** above me like I'm gonna be in cuts from it
I think I need pain to give me some gain, but am I talkin' insane
[Hook]
There's a pit full of doubts
I am in pain, I can't get rid of it
All I want is no more pain
Only I could just have no more pain
[Verse 3]
I seem to be havin' thoughts of bein' throwin' in a fire
I guess I am having visions of Hell
I guess will I go there when I die
I want pain, not to have it more... even if it's for eternity
I am in need of no more pain, so what can ease it
Like my mind is gonna die
I just sit down and cry
Lookin' out the window, to see a black cloud above me yo
I have no girlfriend, I feel sick every night
I think I am gonna die, but where am I gonna go though
[Hook]
There's a pit full of doubts
I am in pain, I can't get rid of it
All I want is no more pain
Only I could just have no more pain
[Hook]
There's a pit full of doubts
I am in pain, I can't get rid of it
All I want is no more pain
Only I could just have no more pain