[Verse 1: ContakZ]
Yo, I'll fight for what I want until my dying breath
And I got nothin left, so I can't hide, I don't know what's next
And part of me's scared, but a greater part is prideful
Tell me that I can't, and I will just to spite you
Despite you, who told me that I was bound to fail
And when I didn't you said that I was movin' like a snail
And I agree, but you know when turbo hit the scene
I will pick it up faster than all of you ba*tards who told me this was just a dream
Listen, insomniac up all night
Writin' lyrics on a pad 'til God closes my eyes
Feelin fear, I suddenly realize
That the only enemy I got is trapped inside my mind
But it's a fine line across between genius and insanity
Crossin it daily has caused me to hate my energy
Outstandingly, it's amazing how I choose to handle things
Considering a couple years ago, I was ending things
I know that I am crazy, thoughts steady racing, pacin' back and forth in my room
They tried to change me
But I'm the same Z, in pursuit of whatever, still gettin better
Never losing faith, because she taught me better
Whether the weather is rain, shine, no matter I still grind for better or worse
I'll never give up, it hurts
I'll never let up, and purposely I'd rather die
Fighting for a dream I chase to have a better life
Instead of working nine to five, cookie cutting till the end of time
I'm just explaining my choice in rhyme fine
I'm in pursuit of whatever, I glimpse in my mind
I got a gift, and they took my lifeline
[Hook: ContakZ]
In pursuit of whatever
I got a dream that's gonna make it all better
In pursuit of whatever
I got a dream and it's gon make it all better
[Verse 2: Caz Cray]
I'm not sure what I want but I'm sick of the same
The lifestyle that I'm living got me yearning for change
Now I'm plotting my escape to get away from the rain
And I'm praying for my break so I can stray from the pain
Im lookin' up to God so he can show me the way
And I ask Him for guidance so I can see better days
When I finally make it I know I'll give Him the praise
And if I die before I wake, I beg him my soul to take
Cuz I'm tired of the struggle, sick of working these late nights
Barely making rent, yo I know that this ain't right
This ain't life, at least not the one I envision
So I'm tryna find my light with the gift I was given
But it's tough when they see me as primitive
And they talkin down on me, like I'm some kind of idiot
But deep inside, I know that my time is imminent
My only concern should be how I'm gonna get to it
But sometimes, the words never come to me
Sometimes I fail to be the person that I want to be
Sometimes, the demon inside of me loves company
So sometimes, I hurt the same people thats showing love to me
And I feel an apology ain't sufficient
So I hide behind my pride, and act as if I'm indifferent
When honestly on the inside I'm wishin
That they look beyond my sins, and that I can be forgiven
Its a given that failure just ain't an option
That I can afford to take, honestly, neither is stoppin'
I'm in pursuit of whatever, so to everybody watchin'
I promise you that my name won't ever be forgotten