[VERSE 1]
Dear God
You took the wrong one
As his body lays in a casket
I mope about finding the one
He completed his mission by how he masked it
You've taken the first person who saw me rhyme
I don't believe that this is his time
All I know is that you did us wrong
I'm not mad, but why now?
His soul and heart was strong
But why take him now?
If it wasn't for him
We wouldn't be us
I fully appreciate and thank him
God bless him and us
This is for you
The angel that will guide us
Ricky I thank you and the whole gang
I know we haven't talked
I know that you will help us blow up with a big bang
This time you guide me and show me where I should walk
Cause in the end it's you that will help us all
I know that this is long overdue
But the family is struggling
I sometimes pray for a better view
I know my career is also struggling
I ask myself why am I not as big as this other kid?
I ask why am I good at writing, but get overlooked cause of this other kid?
I think it's time that I get the message
The message of blessage
I try to pray everyday, but I always forget my way
I want to become a saint, but all I am is a sinner
No debate
No Mafia
Just the top of the dome I write to ya
I keep my mind in a subtle place
To keep me from becoming a disgrace
I am trying to get on a good pace
The people want this then and there
I always look around for a prayer, but it's everywhere
I just don't look
I just occasionally write in this notebook
I don't abuse my talent
I write to one day be on Fallon
Maybe Kimmel, but I got to do everything right to be
I gotta do what is right to me
I need a break right now
I can't decide if I want to be 6 stacks, Intelllekt or Cavin now
What I know is that if I go back to what I used to it will drag me down
And I don't want to die in this darkened town
My use of cussing is for my frustration
This is my therapy, muse, and motivation
Cause in the end I hope that they embrace me and him
Oh god please help me reach my personal heaven