[Chorus]
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night
[Verse 1]
You ruined the J-Train
You ruined Fleetwood for me too
I only think about the good days
Know it's cause I'm scared to let go of you
You fu*ked up New Jersey, you fu*ked up the way I see myself
I don't think of how you hurt me
But it hurts like hell
[Verse 2]
It means I'm still in denial, It's a cycle
Another year flies by
It means that I'm still waiting for the day you show up at my door
[Chorus]
Oh I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I love you
And I hatе the way I tell myself I'm finе
[Verse 3]
You messed up late-night drives
You messed up Target for me too
I don't throw away our Polaroids
I think it's cause I'm scared to tell the truth
It's always the littlest things
Sweatshirts and video games
You probably don't feel the same
[Chorus]
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I love you
And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine
[Bridge]
I wish I didn't have to lie
Ooh,ooh (Ooh,ooh)
Wish I didn't have to lie
Ooh,ooh (Ooh,ooh)
[Chorus]
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I love you
And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine
I wish I didn't have to lie
Wish I didn't have to lie