MATT
Do you know, well, of course you do
What it's like to stand outside?
To watch the world and wish you didn't
Hurt so much, you cried
I know I'm not the only one
And I know I shouldn't care
But I feel these things are real
I wish I felt you there
And if I did, I'd ask you:
How come life is so unfair?
PETER
Do you know-well, of course you do
What it's like to be afraid
That nothing will become of all
The plans that you have made?
So I watch the girls surround him
And he says that's just a game
I guess that I believe him
But it hurts me just the same
And I'm all about this stupid act
So who am I to blame?
MATT & PETER
Are you there? Are you there?
Do you watch me when I cry?
And if it's in your power
How can you sit idly by?
I try so hard to please you
But you never seem to see
MATT
Is it my fate to sit and wait?
PETER
Wonder what my struggle means?
MATT
I wish I knew that someone out there cared
PETER
Are you there?
MATT & PETER
Cared for me
MATT
Who's out there?
PETER
Matt?
MATT
Yeah! Are you alright?
PETER
I'm fine
MATT
Here, have some wine
PETER
This is holy wine
MATT
The Father hasn't blessed it yet
PETER
In that case...
MATT
Grab a chalice
PETER
Thanks
Life s**s...
MATT
Here, have the rest
So why'd you leave?
PETER
The party?
MATT
Yeah
PETER
I was getting kind of bored
MATT
Me too
PETER
There's another reason...
MATT
Yeah?
PETER
It s**s to be ignored
MATT
I know
I always fight to do what's right
And this is my reward...
PETER
This is my reward
MATT & PETER
Are you there? Are you there?
Can you make some time for me?
They tell me that you're out there
And they tell me that you see
I try to find the meaning, God
You know how hard I've tried
But I don't know where I'm going
And I don't have any guide
MATT
They said things would get better
But I guess they lied
PETER
Are you there? He needs to give me more
MATT
I'll drink to that
PETER
Who cares what people think? We're fine!
We've been through this before
One day he'll wake up
And realize all he needs is me
Until then, God, I wish I knew
I need a guarantee
MATT
I need to know for sure that you'll be there
PETER
Send a sign so that I know you're there
MATT & PETER
There for me
MATT
Who's leading?
PETER
I don't know
MATT
Well, who usually leads?
MATT
Look, I'm going to bed. I'll catch you later, alright?