[Intro] You know I've lost a lot of homies A lot of friends do a lot of f**ing bullsh** man Drugs, violence, suicide f** it [Verse 1] I don't need nobody but myself that's the truth and I know that All the snakes that betrayed the mistakes that I made Man I'm wishing right now I could go back But it's time to move on right everything is all right Time to chill out, live a calm life But it's deja vu, seems like I can't choose If I wanna sell dope or spit a rhyme, I'm Losing my mind Every day I wake up like why the hell am I breathing I feel like k**ing someone just give me a f**ing reason I think it's in my soul to chop you up into pieces I'm a schizophrenic psycho, I said it b**h and I mean it, ah Oh lord not this sh** again This could've been sorry, but Swish for the win Slick with a green hit him with a fist to the chin b**h I'm a king I don't need to list anything Motherf**ers tryna tell me I'm not nice I'm godlike, cut you with the blade of a hot knife [?] pounds of spinach like Popeye I chop like, in the best rappers I'm top five When it comes down to what I'ma drop another one I wanna get around you But you could try to copy it but homie [?] But everybody love my sh** it'll make your lady dance to [Hook] I've been underestimated I've been counted out This is all I got man, I ain't falling out I've lost a lot of homies, some in jail or in the ground I gotta make a [?] I gotta make them proud I've been underestimated, I've been counted out This is all I got man, I ain't falling out I've lost a lot of homies, some in jail or in the ground I gotta make a [?] I gotta make them proud
[Verse 2] I feel shame for the people that I hurt in my life and I mean that All along it was me full of hatred and greed, all those times damn I wish I could've seen that But I gotta play my cards right, gotta get my bars right I was doing good until I lost sight But it's deja vu, seems like I can't choose If I wanna sell dope or spit a rhyme, I'm Losing my mind If only I could go back and change myself for the better I wouldn't be this way, always causing people this terror I can't look at my eyes when I'm looking up in the mirror I'm sorry mama didn't want you knowing I was a dealer But everything that happened that happened for a reason I lost my momma, Johnny, dad I was almost defeated I shed so many tears man I couldn't even believe it I can't even go to sleep without being tortured by demons Agh, what the f** am I gonna do now, I'm a loose hound underground with the cool sounds But the truth now motherf**ers like [?] Left Lane coming through now I ain't finished I'm getting out while the getting's good They just hatin' debatin' because they never could When they name me they make me feel like I'm 7 foot I'm better than whoever, man you could see that I'm [?] [Hook] I've been underestimated I've been counted out This is all I got man, I ain't falling out I've lost a lot of homies, some in jail or in the ground I gotta make a [?] I gotta make them proud I've been underestimated, I've been counted out This is all I got man, I ain't falling out I've lost a lot of homies, some in jail or in the ground I gotta make a [?] I gotta make them proud