I'm tired of being tragic, that bit has lost its magic
I'm not feeling sorry for you or myself
I'm not afraid anymore, or hiding behind locked doors
I'm not running down the stairs with my sweet little girl.
No more long crazy heartaches, hanging on for God's sake
Somewhere the buck is going to stop and that's here
No more shouting or crying, no more asking or trying
No more useless denying, I'm not thinking of you.
Chorus: I'm not thinking of you when I step out of the shadows
I'm not thinking of you when I open my heart again
You're still throwing rocks up at my window
Hoping that it shatters as if it even matters anymore
I'm not laughing at you
I'm not cursing at you
I'm not sorry of you today
I'm just so far gone now from that whole connection
Any anger of affection has long pa**ed away
Chorus: I'm not thinking of you when I step out of the shadows
I'm not thinking of you when I open my heart again
You're still throwing rocks up at my window
Hoping that it shatters as if it even matters anymore
Some things just don't work out, sometimes people do get hurt
We all make mistakes and hopefully learn some things
I'm not falling into the harm you still do
All those things that through
I'm not thinking of you
Chorus: I'm not thinking of you when I step out of the shadows
I'm not thinking of you when I open my heart again
You're still throwing rocks up at my window
Hoping that it shatters as if it even matters anymore