[Verse One]
Anti-social
Back with the vocals
Trynna go global
n***as think i'm loco
Only lords know
Time let it go
Time I gotta wait
A humble man is all we need in this world full Of hate
Take all you can take
They using you for bait
I just had to set it straight
Who's controlling my fate
Why do I not have faith
Maybe cause of the times I got no for the Date
Or remember my birthday that one time I Was eight
If I messed up on the test
I'll be taken away
(Adoption)
You my dad that's the type of sh**
That you don't say
You cause me a lot of pain but I'll be ok for Now
It's hard to get up when they push you down
Life of turmoil but I still don't frown
So the next time you thinking bout letting me Have it my dog
You don't got nothing nice to say then say Nothing at all
[Hook] x2
I'm f**ed up
But I keep a tab on everything
Forgive but don't forget
[Verse Two]
f** these b**hes and n***as
f** these b**h n***as
Emotionally drain what can you do to me n***a
I wanted to pull that trigger
To ease the pain less
And just because he smiles doesn't mean he Ain't depress
b**hes gave me the dub
Then n***as gave me a dub
Now I'm addicted to d**
And they think it's all love
If I don't change my ways then I'm probably gonna die soon
That's ok I want my lyrics to reach out to you
The cla** clown cla** fool
With nothing to do
People said you wouldn't be sh**
Just tell em
(That ain't true)
The f** is you
The f** is you telling me
The only judge I know name is G.O.D
Best believe
Ain't nothing new that your telling me
Used to do bad sh** til then they told on me
You won't nothing to do with me fine
But just remember you can't see forward in Time
So be kind
[Hook] x2
I'm f**ed up
I keep a tab on everything
Forgive but don't forget
[Verse Three]
All I wanted was a family
Something of a amenity
But that didn't happen with the cards God Handed me
Now you see why I don't believe
I got trust issues
Used to f** around
But now I don't f** with you
n***as said I know them for years
How could I turn my back
I known my dad my whole life
And he did exactly that
(f** you)
My heart is breaking
And my nerves shaking
Im tired of waking and baking
I'm f**ing scared
All these f**ing fake illusion they was never There
You ain't a friend you ain't no bro
You was never there
You only care about yourself
(Don't f**ing lie to me)
Motherf**a I don't need no help
My minds weak to the point
Where I just want to see you n***as bleed
I can't trust n***as or b**hes they filled with Greed
I'm tired of smoking weed
Tired of drinking heavily
I just want somebody to love me
I'm f**ing ugly
(No don't f**ing hug me)
You don't know me like you think you do
Use to be single minded until my heart got Spilt in two
I'm human so I admit I have feelings
The tears from my eyes don't block the view Of the ceiling
Here's my soul for a record deal how much You want for it
Yeah this wall is pretty nice
But if I had my blood up on it
With a bullet hole through my head
Yall f**ing got me
I finally broke down
That's what you wanted right
I'm tired of my vices
I'm tired of these airheads trynna give advice When you don't even know what's is like to Have your wrist near a knife
You offended but you brush it off and get High a kite
(f** That)
Man I think I'm insane
Made Cap cause Charles ain't have a dollar in His name
They said broke my heart
But a fire is all you need just to make it start
That's real
Only trust four people that's Recc Racks and Scrillz and Kruize
My family too
Can't forget to include
Man I'm so glad I ain't grow up in the
Slums
Cause I would of caught five bodies of I had That gun
Sit and wait for the cops to lock me up
I'm that f**ed up
I'm just getting close
Fighting a battle nobody knows
I'm slowly die on the low
But who the f** care? Why this track get wrote?
When I die let my songs be the suicide note n***a