(Verse 1)
I know the pain of waking feeling hollow
You question how low you can fall though
When you fall into the bottle
Follow the taste until you crash in waves of sorrow
Do I really need to remind you that we live on time that's borrowed
Yeah
It's like a morphine drip you swallow
To numb the daily pains you can't let go; they're “so” colossal
You pace the floors ‘til the bottle won't give anymore
And crack those knuckles with fist fights against the walls & doors
You're f**ing closing doors, shutting out the whole world
Building up barriers to bury yourself beneath the void
And when you f**ing pour that much contempt in your core
A new clear vision of split atoms that's radioactive
Self-destructive, disillusioned, destitute, damned, and diluted
Defeatist mentality can find confinement and confusion
I'm alluding the illusions leave you battered with contusions
You must confess to yourself, you'll be the source of your own ruin
(Verse 2)
We need to pull you from all this nonsense
This situation that you wrought is so motherf**ing toxic
Abandoned by all those who fear they can't change you
You're all alone stuck in this web that you've tangled
And it smothers you
Guilt hovers over you
You fear what you might do, things I won't let you do
I can fell that you're close to a much needed breakthrough
So take a seat there, I've got some things I'm gonna ask you
I'm gonna ask if you want to live
Do ya?
I'm gonna ask if you want to change
Do ya?
I'm gonna ask if you got the strength
Do ya?
And I'm gonna keep on spitting questions 'til I seem to break through
The think mantel protecting your mind
Down to the core drilling to find
Sinister chemicals all out of balance
Correcting that sh** and then freeing your mind
Mending your wings, you can finally fly
And yes I know that I'm not Jesus the Christ
But if you don't think I'll try hard to save you
Then homie, I promise you better think twice