[Verse 1]
Goddamn, I need to get my sh** straight
I finally accept that I have made a mistake
Feel like I'm gonna be sick
Catching my breath
Substance in my body
They don't understand yet
I am a kid, trapped in a evil world
The globe keeps spinnin'
I feel like I'm gonna hurl
And I did sh** wrong
I suffered from depression
Engaged by the lights
As I'm going through recession
I remember when my parents couldn't buy me new shoes
A fresh pair J's, Like nothing to lose
f**, Can I restart? (No)
Life isn't a game
Gotta do something with this (Rap sh**)
Try and make a name
[Verse 2]
Did my grandma die for this? (No)
Did my grandma die for this? (No)
As I sit back and contemplate
The joint ahead my wrist
If I didn't find this music sh**
Where would I be?
Probably on the burbs corner
Sellin' sh**ty a** weed
To those f*ggots who hate me
In front, they are friends
Those are the kids who live life and pretend
That everything is okay
Everything is alright
In reality, they cry
Like every motherf**in' night
I am just me
The one and only
They say we are alike
But I'm different from thee
f** the haters, f** the haters
They don't get far
I wanna above average
f** hittin' par, b**h