Sitting in my room with my ball, Drinking Lysol, Bumping Duskfall
Cause Media Maze was the last thing that i put out like my god
Broken Mem was years ago, March 25th will make it 3
I know that lately i have been unstable
Just my mind state is fatal
I used to have a bets friend but that sh** ends while feeling pain again
So stuck looking for inspiration
To find a reason to pick up the pen
But no things come to my mind
So therefore no reason to write rhymes
So i wander these streets in search of me so i won't give up my pa**ion
I live and preach Diversity
As a staple to use cause every verse is weak
So when people versus me it's like hide and seek
And as much as yall tried you never found me Ha
"Oh look what i found see?
It's a dudes hopeless attempt at rapping
He thinks everything he says is tongue in cheek
And honestly i find it funny."
Oh you wanna laugh at me?
Go ahead i know i am a joke please
The only time i shoot up is bang bang
So i don't have to worry about a dang thing
I rip it off like a band-aid
I just do, and i don't think
I don't give a f** what you say or if my album you will even play
I just wanna live everyday with no regrets or mistakes
But if thats the case, how the f** can i live with myself dang
I just wanna get on the mic and scream and shout, but even that
Wouldn't come close to letting all this anger out
Shout out to Psilent Ingy and then Rapulsive X-pose IMythos
Days when i was k**ing sh** i miss those
I sat in my room with a guitar strumming till i snapped on my E-Chord
That high E is just no more but that high me is left yo
I never wanted what i wouldn't give myself
I never cared about fame i never cared about wealth
I talk all about change but i wasn't willing to change myself