[Verse 1]
I done the maths on a chalkboard..
I think I understand why they're telling me calm down..
Because I was trapped in the system, I didn't wanna branch out..
When was I ever the one to follow any ra** crowd?
The old me's in the past now
Nuttin's the same but my heartbeat, That ain't gonna change till I pa** away
And I don't have happy birthdays, blow my candle like 'I lost a darg today'
Joke is, back on that day I was grounded just because school made a call out
So I switched up, f** delaying, Mum told me stay in
I would walk out
I can still hear my dad saying 'Hold it down' and it keeps repeating
But I still lose control and do and say stuff even though I don't mean it
Digging a hole for myself when I think its the end of the world
Get back to Earth and it's too late
You would understand if you knew rage, I done this one in like 2 takes
[Chorus] x2
But why can I still hear them voices?
I got a brain in my head so why can I hear them voices?
Don't know where they are but I gotta be near them voices
Because they're the reason I don't think when I'm making choices
[Verse 2]
Bait and boistrous
In nursery I was a 'take your toy' kid
Nowadays, everyone's mate and oi'ing
I was Robbie Keane and Roying, Scoring and fighting
Now I get money from the nightshift most sh**s never exciting
They don't know why they don't like him
Bunned my zoot while you was on dizzle and biting
Yeah I was writing
But I read art of war
Cos I was already on that path before
And when they close my casket doors
They'll all know my bars of course
If I want the right girl I gotta calm my temper
From up the sky where my guy my send ya
Feels like I won't stop roaming Roman
Never too old for a market venture
[Chorus] x2
But why can I still hear them voices?
I got a brain in my head so why can I hear them voices?
Don't know where they are but I gotta be near them voices
Because they're the reason I don't think when I'm making choices