[Verse 1: C.Sar]
I'm giving up and drinking until I black out
Another shot of the goose and it's coming back out
A stranger's looking at me crying, screaming "Medic!"
Another shot, if it k**s me, then I'ma let it
I let myself fade, no longer felt pain
I was out of there even before the help came
The stranger followed me, is she real? Man, she gotta be
She's like an angel that's sent from the heavens, guarding me
I've seen those eyes, something about it's familiar
Can't be alive if the one I'm thinking of is really her
She said I knew her and used to call her Cecelia
And watching me be intoxicated was k**ing her
That's how she used to cope with the pain, just sip and fade
Every night was the same sh**, a different day
Called me her mirror, reflecting the same soul
I'm drawn to her, a moth to a flame's glow
[Hook]
I am falling
I am fading
I have lost it all
[Verse 2]
I took her home and f**ed her the same night
And found out we grew up with the same life
Sharing her thoughts, she got caught up and got me up
All night, speaking and feeding on my insomnia
But shared with me her dreams of living in freedom
Where she had her thoughts bottled up, imprisoned and freed them
She loved me but the girls would call her a narcissist
Bragging in bars that her mans is hot as an arsonist
She wrote the lyrics to songs that I was writing to
Got me to rap 'em on stage when I was frightened to
That got us closer, completing each other's sentences
I felt her pain even though she never would mention it
Her sister wanted to end her life just to k** the pain
A manic depressive, and she told me that she feels the same
She always thought about it, but she never tried to
She has my heart and if she dies then I'ma die too
[Hook]
[Bridge]
And she falls as I fade
And she falls as I fade
[Verse 3]
A fallen angel that's slipping into a dark path
Drinking and driving and sipping until the car crashed
She had no drive or ambition, wishing it'd all end
Standing on her windowsill, I envisioned her falling...
Imagine selling your soul for your dream and finding it's not enough
That'll leave you volatile, when ignited and bottled up
Emotions come out spilling
She kept it deep inside, no one cared about how she's feeling
She wants to scream out her sister suffers a cut and slash
She wants to scream out her real lover don't love her back
She wants to scream out she's scared of being another trapped
She wants to scream out she wish she had her grandmother back
But they told her to s** it up, when she couldn't have covered that
Side that she's keeping inside, suffering succotash
No one would care if she didn't exist
She told me goodbye and planted a kiss on my lips
[Hook x 2]
[Bridge x2]