[Hook]
How did I get so far gone?
Where do I belong?
And where in the world did I ever go wrong?
(2x)
[Verse 1]
Maybe back when I started smokin' on reefer
Matter of fact, it makes me wonder what they call me OD for
Man peer pressure's a b**h
What's the effect? I can't call it
Constantly lifted all while my art was evolving
Became a slave to a**umptions, and that's before my first chain
Had a target on my back before I tasted the fame
Alienated by white kids, on the outs of the in crowd
Forced to conform, they caging a n***a in now
As far as drug addicts go, that was something I wasn't
Look how times changed; what I became, and I loved it
Who would've thought getting caught would cause me to rise above it?
But it did man, God has His plan for me so f** it
Whatever happens happens. I can neither run from it nor duck it
Satan offered me an opportunity to ruin my life
I turned him down and said "s** it."
And now my past is my shadow that I know I'm forever stuck with
So tell me n***a…
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
Maybe when I fell for M.A.R.I.J.U.A.N.A
Faded so long that you could see it in my DNA
Father forgive me I ain't tryna throw my life away
I deviated from my path and now I know I'm seeing straight
But all my n***as smoke, this ain't happen to them though
So why am I the only one been addicted to indo?
'Cause it was meant to be?
Or 'cause addiction's one of my many tendencies?
Or 'cause I'm not a stoner, really I just pretend to be?
Wouldn't have gone there if I knew it'd bring me enemies
Or lingering memories. Do I know my own identity?
The consequence surpa** the momentary satisfaction
'Cause every action has its equal and opposite reaction
The highest high I've ever felt
Followed by the lowest low ever experienced
And that was all in one night
Satan offered me an opportunity to go and ruin my life
I turned him down and said "s** it."
So tell me n***a…
[Hook]