(Verse 1)
I’m so alone
But all of my friends, but all of my friends, got some sh*t to do, ayy
All of ’em got plans, I call ’em up, “my bad,” n’ text ’em
They never cross me like bad pedestrian
I been this awkward since adolescence
I don’t how long I had depression
Never know no peer-pressure, I’m trying my little pecker
Offend some girl I call my BFF, that ain’t no secret kept
I’m f*cked, then tell my cousin how broke I was
I tried to hit a few years, she wasn’t budging
I’m bogus, left my girl for some shawty, shawty
Deserving all this lonely
You said, “Tell me, how are you sad
You got all of these friends, you got all of these fans”
I ain’t trust nobody new since 2012, I ain’t let nobody in
Jesus got k**ed for our sins, Walter got k**ed for a coat
I’m tryna cope, but it’s a part of me gone
And apparently I’m alone
(Chorus)
I’m having a busy day, I’ll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave
I’m having a busy day, I’ll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave
(Verse 2)
I’m so alone
Just me and my girl, she leave me for work, then leave me for school
She finally home, I leave her for tour
FaceTiming nudity, yeah
All of this new to me, yeah
All of the infidelity when I was 17
Been catching up, I still feel like she catch me cheatin’
n*gg*s askin’ me how tour was
Knowin’ I been home like 2 months
And I seen your a** like 2 times
They just small-talk like too damn no time, social interaction
Have female friends I found attractive
If I try to f*ck, but I am no savage
Now we don’t speak, we just walk past
My parents could talk
You probably reply to the missed calls after all
‘Cause the friendships that I can’t recall, done turned my heart into camouflage
Swear to God, they used to play basketball
And doing sh*t that I can’t endorse
Now with the Lord, now it really pours down
What’s the lone plans, still alone now
(Chorus)
I’m having a busy day, I’ll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave
I’m having a busy day, I’ll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave