[Rabbit]
[Verse 1]
Sometimes I just feel drew, quittin' I want to
Why do I put up this fight, why do I still do
What I was born to, run, pa** score 2
Sometimes I want to, turn my sk**s to the mic
And show these pissants how to spit right
But I'm still white, sometimes I just hate life
Somethin ain't right, hit the brake lights
Case of the cramp swipe, drawin' a blank like
Uh, I'm just not sure, it ain't my fault
Sometimes I'll fall, my both sides crawl
And I clam up and I slam shut
They just won't do it
My whole manhood's
Just been ripped, I have just been stripped
Of my pride now get off the bus I split
Man f** this sh** yo, I'm goin' the back home
Dawgs on my shoulders as I run back to Meadvale Road
[Verse 2]
I'm walkin' these faint tracks, tryna regain back
Yeah b**h the name is Rain Man and
The spirit I had 'fore I go back to the renamed acts
From the same branch, and the same ranch
Tryna chase that, gotta move ASAP
And get a new plan, scouts also pretend
That they don't spot me again, I don't understand
Sit in front of the PC, bury myself in the sand
And just wa*k till I bust and cum in my hand
While the sister colours her big brothers and mother and dad
Ain't no tellin' what really goes on in my rabbit head
Wish I could be the sibling that neither one of us had
But I keep runnin' from somethin' I never wanted so bad!
Sometimes I get upset, ‘cause I just ain't there yet
It's like I grew up, but I ain't grow me two nuts yet
Don't gotta raise it up, don't got enough gut
The pressure's building man, I'm just tryna do what's best
And I try, sit alone and I write
Yo I won't tell a lie, not a moment goes by
That I don't pray to the sky, please I'm beggin' you God
Please don't let me pigeon holed in no regular job
Yo I hope you can hear me homie wherever you are
Yo I'm tellin you dawg I'm bailin' this failure tomorra'
Tell my mother I love her, kiss baby sister goodbye
Say whenever you need me ladies, I'm never too far
But yo I gotta get out there, the only way I know
And I'mma come right back for you, the second that I know
I've made it on my own, that in success has flown
Off to ‘work' I row, back to this childhood float
[Verse 3]
You gotta live it to feel it, if you didn't you wouldn't get it
Or see what the big deal is, I know it's a trick as
To be walkin this borderline of white persons' limits
It's different, there's a significance of occupants
Of authenticity, I'd never let you see
That it's everything to me, it's a harsh reality
Cos it's the world that I've ever wanted to be
And check, still can't wait till she sees me
But yet, I'm still unsigned, havin' a rough time
Sit on the field with all my friends and kick dumb rhymes
Go to school and push in the lunch line
But when it comes crunch time, I must call the sidelines home
Out right, that's where my flow
Will work best and yes, that I know
Time to show, my pedestal is higher than yo's'
Or am I just another crab in the bucket
Cause I ain't havin' no luck with this little Rabbit so f** it
Maybe I need a new outlet; I'm startin' to doubt sh**
Beginning to give a f** about who I go out with
They can't look like no bum and mood swings ain't about sh**
At the time I'm wanting to bring them home
And it's cold, tryna travel this road
Plus I feel like I'm on stuck in this battlin' mode
My defences are sown up, but one thing I don't want
Is schooling from no one, but the kick-start ain't fun
Is Starting to make my brain feel so dark
And Sometimes I feel like I'm just bein' torn apart
From each one of my limbs, by each on of my friends
It's enough to just make me wanna throw my life in a bin
Sometimes I feel like a puppet, Sometimes I know it's
Not what I should be doin' I just know, my head is a stove top
I just explode, the kettle gets so hot
Sometimes my manager overloads the gas that I don't got
But I've learned, it's time for me to U-turn
Yo it takes no time for me to get burned
Ain't no trippin' on next time I meet a new girl
I can no longer play stupid or be immature
I got every ingredient, all I need is the courage
Like I already got the beat, all I need is the words
Got the urge, suddenly it's a surge
Suddenly a new burst of energy has occurred
Time to show these left siders the three and a third
I am no longer scared now; I'm free as a bird
Then I turn and cross over the midfield ridge
Hit the pitch and all you see is a ditch from where I roam