You know they've got me grasping, reaching, begging and pleading for something to believe in. And still they've got me on borrowed time. I'm struggling, fighting... just to keep myself from drowning, and still I wonder who I think I'm fooling. I've been telling myself that I'm not sinking. And I've been thinking that these dreams aren't mine. Some rules were meant to be broken, but then again... those rules you make were meant to break our hopes and dreams. I've tried to find and ounce of truth in your lies. And still I can't decide if my dreams were ever mine. (2X) ... and now I've found a reason to smile. They've got me grasping, reaching, begging and pleading for something to believe in. And still they've got me on borrowed time. I'm struggling, fighting... just to keep myself from drowning. And I'm still screaming... I've tried to find an ounce of truth in your lies. And still I can't decide if my dreams were ever mine. (2X) ... and now I've found a reason to smile. You set my goals, you make all the rules to a game that I won't play, so a loser I'll always be. You set my goals, you make and break the rules to a game that I won't play, so a loser I'll always be