I'm breathing in this understanding
With tight fists I'm letting go of artifacts
Jaded, misanthropic
With tired eyes I'm giving in to giving up
Painting horizons on this heavy heart
With broken arms I will try to lift you up
Shaking withered hope in ancient bones
I am lost inside kaleidoscope eyes
I am lost
I am gone
Sadness is a song and its covered in mud
And its hard to sing with this dirt in my lungs
Heavy breathing, I tried to keep you here with me
Shaking, I'm alone and I have hope
I am lost inside kaleidoscope eyes
Oh how hard I tried
I am gone
Send me to sea
Floating away, I can't breathe
Buried I memories, I am gone
All the sad things sing along
Through the bilge in their lungs
Sweeter than sugar
With a mouthful of blood
I am gone
I am a haunted home
You left me on my own
Its all I've ever known