All the years I placed blame put a crown on my head I spent days pointing out what my mind was reading no one will ever tell me why because we live the same lie unexcused so we k** ourselves let go gotta pretend I don't know look back pulling mistakes from the past hold on to fake inspiration retrace all the lies you misplaced now I know that i'm f**ed cuz i'm not protected I realize I create walls until I feel a purpose no one will ever tell me why cuz we live the same lie self create misdirection without shame let go gotta pretend I don't know look back pulling mistakes from the past hold to to fake inspiration retrace all the lies you misplaced I can't explain the way it feels when your heart stops everything I thought would set me free was just bullsh** I sold myself I can't breathe let go gotta pretend I don't know look back pulling mistakes from the past hold on to fake inspiration retrace all the lies you misplaced hold on