[Verse 1]
Roaming these cold roads, I stay in my own zone
I enjoy being alone, it reminds me of my soul
I'm a loner trying to find his way home
Paranoia looking over my shoulder, is it Jehova
Is the pain close its end, is the game over
I'm a soldier, I always have to keep my composure
Haven't slept well for weeks, I've been thinking very deep lately
They're gonna get me, that's why I seem crazy
When they see the threat, they're gonna wanna see me dead
But I don't know if they're gonna k** me yet
Are we destined to win, check the position were in
The future changes every minute, everything depends on it
Will they let me study law and pursue a career in politics
Rap the truth, help the third world and stay positive
Sometimes I wish I was someone else but I change the topic
Slow down, shut the f** up and snap the f** out of it
[Chorus]
You leave your mark on your target, you pick your path and you walk it
I'm running, no following me, traumatized trying to sleep
I hate dreaming, even sleeping no longer comforts me
Cause now I'm haunted in my dreams, accept responsibility
And let your destiny be, but the kids aren't prepared for this
The world's a scary place, but inside your brain is the scariest
Don't be scared to live, exist until the very end
Loyal to your last breath when you're finally dead
[Verse 2]
How do I get people to listen, I'm part of the resistance
And the industry doesn't acknowledge my existence
But I exist b**h, I'm twisted having sick visions
The world's a graveyard but everyone pretends it isn't
I've got nothing to run from, nothing to hide
Just look deep in my eyes and see the demons arise
You know that feeling inside, when it's hard to survive
Like every single human being alive is wishing you died
I remember having a good time and living a lie
It's the reason I rhyme, it's the reason I try
I remember popping pills and smoking weed to my brain
And drinking away every day just to escape
Waking up with the same pain, feeling ashamed
My friend died from an overdose and nobody changed
Find your way and go straight before it's too late
Or live your life locked in a cage, and rot in the grave
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
I'm a slave to pain I'll carry until the end of my days
From the cradle to the grave, in the cla**room, on the stage
It never goes away, I'm still waiting for change
Sitting alone with the door closed going insane
And I know you feel the same, don't wonder why, don't act surprised
We push the real to the side so fake gets recognized
Never mind, you can't comprehend what's in my head
Like do I go until the end, or should I quit while I'm ahead
Should I go until there's not a single breath left in my chest
Until my body breaks down and I take my final steps
Until my heart beat stops and I finally get to rest
Until there's nothing but a soul left in this cold flesh
Until my picture's in the press with a warrant for my arrest
I chose this road on my own and have no regrets
I give 110 percent, and all I want is your respect
I may get f**ed up and depressed, but I ain't finished yet
[Chorus]