Intro:
Brandyn, what the hell is wrong man?
You little OC brat, you have everything
Verse 1:
Sitting at the dinner table, arguing with my parents
What else is new? I'm back for break
And they just want some clearance
When taking sh** too far
Then momma changes her appearance
Get up to get some chili and Meredith is in my ear, it's
"No wait, be nice to momma, she's sick and she got some trauma...remember grandmama? It's similar, don't get caught up in the little things"
We only got one momma
So keep your motor shut and let them say what they wanna
That sh** hit me like a freight train, I couldn't believe it
I was sitting in disbelief like broad chests in cleavage
Like oh sh**...where did I go wrong?
Did I treat Heather poorly?
Or was it somewhere along the way
I could've stayed, I could've been much better
I coulda kept it in my pants and send God some letters
But I didn't and I regret it now with every vendetta
Repentance is my only way, I gotta go let up
Hook:
Brandyn, why you so sad?
You got the plan and the map
You're balling out for a man in the Nash
You're only living once so get the hell off your a**
And go make something happen
Before you drift to the past
Brandyn, what you so sad for?
Why the hell you so confused?
So many kids your age are gonna lose
Brandyn, what you so sad for?
Man stop thinking, homie act more
Verse 2:
Now I'm sitting up in my room, you know I'm lonely as hell
Just left the OC realm and everything that it dwells
I can't lie, my whole life is back in CA for real
Had to f** my girl and go, I hope she's still on the pill
I'm seeing media hype over these artists who wack
Sometimes I wish I sold out
Sometimes I wish I had rapped less
And sang more so I could land on a tour
Insta, Vine, you know the line, a social media who*e
But I'm just so in love with music, I'll never succumb to it
I'll stay real and do it and risk fail and lose it
Sneak dissing on the track, homie I notice it all
Yeah I know you got a girl, but is she riding for ya'll?
Or for your image, her image is everything in persistence
If you knew of my main
You'd change your game in an instance
Look, I was the man as a teen, I'll be the man in the B
But imma do it for me, yeah imma stay low key
Hook:
Brandyn, why you so sad?
You got the plan and the map
You're balling out for a man in the Nash
You're only living once so get the hell off your a**
And go make something happen
Before you drift to the past
Brandyn, what you so sad for?
Why the hell you so confused?
So many kids your age are gonna lose
Brandyn, what you so sad for?
Man stop thinking, homie act more