[Hook]
With a heart like this, I don't feel nothin' no more
Mine is offbeat and beating irregular
It has become unhealthy, my days are tryna taunt me
Any moment I could fade away in a heartbeat
[Verse 1]
My blood-flow's pumping
Bones' endurance withstands some things no one's done
It's skull-crushing
Go full dumb with nothing to lose
Broode incoming with a few noose
Loose-screws making up this dude's whose livin' off of excess
Rustin' then to thuddin', clubbin' blow to my whole body
Adrenaline junkie!
Got the will to bend nothing ever has broke me
And never will trust me
I'm conivin', it's sufficive the way I see things in person
Once had a different view; too glued on the real world
Maggots crawlin', eatin' me alive, inside, outside, and beside
The entire nest of pest, where they're slunkin' in the rummage
Hence what fore-cometh
[Hook]
With a heart like this, I don't feel nothin' no more
Mine is offbeat and beating irregular
It has become unhealthy, my days are tryna taunt me
Any moment I could fade away in a heartbeat
[Verse 2]
Get the first-aid kit, I ain't gon' make it!
I'm at this stage where it's hard to face this
Brace yourself
If there's nothing else, can't emphasize enough
What is there to tell?
Just look at this health, I am for the shelf
Bruises
Heart beatin' the other way
Rotting then plotting to finish it's own decay
Evading, awaits me, I'm aching
Everyone evacuate
This is a new change of heart, what will you do when it reshapes?
Hidden figures, different people, usually splittin'
See one, don't you hesitate
Finish me and do not wait, eventually I'll misbehave
Gotta lot of stitches in me, never getting surgery be
Settin' side all my problems, inspecting God to solve 'em
Life is on the line everyday he tries to call me
I have no feelings, you can help yourself
Dead-weight on a gurney, lost my rhythm whelp
Oh well
[Interlude]
I endure things you can't imagine. One would say I've lost my mind, but I find myself painless when taking in pain
Everyday, this heartbeat is all over the place. I'm usually
100% but with the health I have, I've refused to believe
I'm weak. And from such ignorance, I'm learning from it
[Hook]
With a heart like this, I don't feel nothin' no more
Mine is offbeat and beating irregular
It has become unhealthy, my days are tryna taunt me
Any moment I could fade away in a heartbeat