[Verse 1: Gatch]
Hallucinates about a better life inhaling substances
His mother's husband is abusive, he chooses evil accomplices
Syringe scattered floor in a broken bedroom
He wakes up chokin' he loses hope he knows he'll be dead soon
Lucky to live to see another red moon
But he's ready as he moves to meth he knows that each breath will be deadly
The paranoia deepens, every sleep ends in nightmares
Freddy Krueger maneuvers he wonders how his life spares
Close calls, awaits the day he overdoses and falls
Suicide notes fill the walls when the thrill of d** stalls
His mother and sister insisted he's persistently twisted
He's pissed so his wrists are in slits the curtains miserably lifted
And on the stage is a teenager filled with rage to slaughter
All the figures he has but never had one thats a father
He's reaching his final destination destined for disaster
These wounds can't be plastered and the next morning he was captured
[Verse 2: Brady]
Living a life tryna avoid solitary confinement
Becoming Paranoid reminiscing how his life went. ___
Got top grades in all of his chemistry a**ignments
But now he's got c**aine but it has to be exact alignments
Scarface dreams delivered to his brain like consignments
Just finished on the phone to one of his top junkie clients
Mixing tryna maintain the right substance
Growing up in the city he never lacked reluctance
Now he's packing Grams upon grams in abundance
Thinkin to himself how could life be more illustrious
Studied the streets livin in a concrete jungle
You need to get to the top of the pyramid or follen your feeten stumble
A drug kingpin who's yet get in trouble
Ends his days by distributing to meth heads by the bundle
When he goes to sleep he gets nightmares imagination of d**h
But he fights fears through aggravation of threats
But he might bare through the acclimation he met
So he never looked upon the so called father that left
So he learned that you need to live life through regrets
Woke up his heart ruptures and his mind is a mess
Vivid perceptions of his crack addict mother
Not to mention all the problems that life put up on ya